Hi Coral,
I was doing great until about a week ago and then took another dive. Stomach pains/feeling sickly/bloated tummy/zero energy, no pains today but have all the rest of the side effects. I feel hungry but find it hard to eat as I don't know if the food will settle my stomach or make it worse. I've lost a few pounds in weight so now have skinny arms and legs with a distended tummy - not a good look!
I'm 3 days into the last 4 weeks of the meds. Dr. Freeman said it's preferable to take 8 weeks at this point with being a slow responder, but understood that I'm not rolling well with them and figured that 4 weeks would be enough. I'm going for my 12 week blood test in a couple of days and I'm trying not to dread the results, probably because of previous disappointments.
So I'm feeling fed up at the moment, I stopped taking my herbal HRT medication 12 weeks ago so that isn't helping my frame of mind. The hot flushes are back some nights and I've tossed and turned so much that I've triggered my old back injury so am headed to the chiropractor again this week.
I'm still taking the reduced dose so no idea why I'm feeling so awful, maybe it's just the build up of chemicals in my system and my body really doesn't like them. I know it's just to give my head a shake and keep taking the tablets, I'm very lucky to be in this position and don't have any right to complain and I keep reminding myself of this when things start to overwhelm me. My landlord has sent various workmen round to do maintenance on my 300 year old house which has been really disruptive, and I could have so done without all the dirty boots and bags of plaster traipsing through my home. Hey ho! At least the work is done now and it's just to clean up the mess, slowly I might add.
So my dear I bet you're sorry you asked!

Thank you for your concern though. I hope I don't sound too miserable as I do my best to be as upbeat as possible and don't want to put years on you!
The good news is that I'm going to stay with some friends up north in the Lake District next week and hope that the break will do me the world of good. I'll message you when I get home and hopefully tell you that I'm doing good again.
I hope all's well with you, bye for now x