Doxner,
While receiving therapy I think we all go through a similar emotional experience. I was quite taken by surprise by the ups and downs, but learned to accept them. From my experience, this is a sure sign that the meds are real and are working.
Dealing with fear and disbelief that the treatment is real, and will actually cure is another item I think we all experience. Not an easy thing to admit when we're here on the forum supporting one another. After receiving SVR12 results from my physician here in the US, it actually still took some time to accept that the result was real.
The best advice I can offer is to have faith in the process, remember to be patient with yourself and others (this is not always easy!), and most of all to embrace the experience, and to remember the little things along the way, so you can pass that knowledge on to others who will follow.
So happy you are on the path to recovery!
Failed Interferon 96', G1a, VL = 9 - 5.5 Million, F3/A3, AST 111, ALT 190, Generic DAA treatment Sof/Led (Mylan - India MYHEP LVIR) - 8 June, 2016
2 Week Results 20 June, 2016 AST 19, ALT 32
4 Week Results 06 July, 2016 AST 22, ALT 30, VL = 35
6 Week Results 20, July 2016 VL only = HCV RNA Detected, Non-Quantifiable <15
8 Week Results 04 August 2016, Labs, LFTs Normal, VL = UND
12 Week Results 31 August, 2016 LFTs Normal, VL = UND
EOT + 4 Weeks, LFTs Normal, VL = UND, "SVR4"
SVR12, 21 Nov 2016. CURED!!!