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4 February 2016 at 2:21 am #11128
Hi Debs thanks so much for your popping by
I was stoked to read how you’re travelling
I’m feeling tired at the moment its good to let my body rest
Some of the stress in my life which has snuck in via the HCV brain alley is being removed as my clear thought and articulate voice returns
I’m really quite surprised at just how everything is starting to fall into place
I remember explaining my feelings by likening my life to a big jigsaw puzzle which I could do but although the pieces were the right ones I just couldn’t slot them into their positions
Well they are slotting in now one by one
Some of that’s easy and some a bit confronting as I work through my big picture
Moving forward I am looking forward to working again, possibly will need to sell up my home too, hopefully can wait until after tx, and downsize a lot.
Only can be better as I move along the track to wellness.
And here is one of my anthems and credos
Again it’s from a surf culture Film
The famous Morning of the Earth
This is Simple Ben4 February 2016 at 2:46 am #11131Lovely relaxing track Ariel, played it while I’m doing a bit of work, but kept looking at the video, kept thinking of the phrase ” in your element.” Looks great……….
Debs4 February 2016 at 7:58 am #11150Morning of the earth, what a blast from the past, thanks for the song!
EOT UNDETECTED
Week 8 all bloods within normal limits
Week 4 Undetected
2016 – 28 January started Harvoni & Riba treatment
VL pretreatment 639,000 alt- 77
2015 fibroscan – 6.6
2 x non responder peg interferon & riba
geno 1a4 February 2016 at 11:37 am #11158Ah Ariel, brings back good memories, thanks for that.
A better time, a happier place.
x
J the young dragon slayer is:
HepC 1a since birth
Male aged 15
VL 2000000
Started Twinvir/ 10-11-15-then Sof/led.
NO sides so far !
after one week VL : 37
after 4 wks VL : UND !
EOT 2/2/16 UND.!
4 wks. post tx results….pending….
7/3/16 VL result : 4 week post tx: SVR !
12 weeks SVR !
24 wks SVR yeeaa!!4 February 2016 at 10:40 pm #11184Thanks Magpie and CJ and Debs and other friends
What a superb soundtrack for a film it’s really my favourite so grounding and uplifting all at once
Up too early here a lot going on. Also it’s probably a good day to get my bloods done I am day 26 and see clinic next Friday with a bit of a push my VL might get through in the week….
My hair and skin are really great and I have put a kilo on its not huge but its a sign
I think a lot of HCV patients have to deal with stressful lives oh well it’s going to be okay clearing not just the virus but other unhelpful things are part of healing …….
I may as well pop in for the bloods today a bit early but I can’t wait any longer
Not much else to share just fatigue in my bod, a bit of pain not too terrible
Probs the legacy of peg/inf nothing to do with this tx anyway
Have a great weekend friends
Splashes
Ariel5 February 2016 at 5:58 am #11219Woohoo
Bloods doneAnd now for a song to capture my mood:
8 February 2016 at 1:53 am #11441Dear friends,
Thanks for the support in my messages re the interferon being given to me in 2012, when the new meds were already known about, when I had full health but for a rash, was surfing four or more days a week, and a career professional. I knew nothing of this illness, was told nothing, was told nothing about peg/inf, was told nothing about sx and well…it ruined me, but mostly when I look back now with education, no fibroscan going in, no liver damage found, the gene testing after and finding the C/T gene anyway, all this done by a different specialist of course…. and the extremely low VL going in…
I have so far had three surgeries since to fix up things. I developed abnormal lymph cells on tx…I was still detected at 13 weeks and left on it until my heart was at risk at 43 weeks…*sighs* I had no idea and no education and nobody.Since that I have done training in Community Service at tertiary level, just too add to my qualies so I know now how to talk the right language, ( I have a Bachelor and done a Masters in my field)
I became a lobbyist and have spent three years lobbying for thee release of the DAAs. I have read everything I can get my hands on…it has been a crash course in trying to turn this around.
My stash of letters is very thick, and the frustration is enormous, I have even made phone calls to the CEO’s of the big pharma I didn’t care about the cost of the calls, I care about the cost to our lives….
I may be on DAAs now, but this is fact. It did happen. I was in a LOT of pain physically.
It is the last day of Week 4 today. I had my bloods done on Friday as I said. I feel great. yes there are some sx, but they are manageable.
I think we know so much about the human condition from this illness and these times we have been through, be it a case like mine, or a story of having a liver transplant, like a friend of mine had, which is no party that’s for sure…but they got through, yes they got through.
I think song from Cinderella sums it up, and yep it may sound’ corny’ but that’s okay too…..
Love to all out there8 February 2016 at 2:38 am #11445You know I really think that the specialist who did this to you should be prosecuted for grievous bodily harm. That level of neglect needs to be legally addressed.
I wonder how unusual your case is too…possibly scope for class action.
F49HepC25ysGT1a
mild”8 February 2016 at 2:52 am #11446You know I really think that the specialist who did this to you should be prosecuted for grievous bodily harm.
don’t know why this posted twice, a bit tired this side of the world maybe
GT1a Dec14 F2/8.7 VL 900000-2.5M
Jan16 Hepcivir-L MonkMed/Redemption
Baseline: VL 913575 Alt 76 Platelets low
Wk2 VL1157 Alt 23
DET Wk 8 VL 32 Alt19 ‘In the slow lane’
June16 Fibro 5.7 F0/1 LIF 1.5
Wk 11 VL<12 Alt 13 Det/Unq
Extending tx 12 wks Mylan Sofo/Dac MonkMed
Wk 14 VL <12 Det/Unq
Wk 16 VL UNDETECTED
Wk 22 + 4 Wks Sunprevir FixHepC
Wk 24 UNDETECTED Alt 13
Wk 12 post tx SVR12 Wk 26 SVR24
Thank-you Tim, Dr Debasis @ MonkMed & Dr Freeman @ Fix HepC8 February 2016 at 3:12 am #11448You know I really think that the specialist who did this to you should be prosecuted for grievous bodily harm.
The question is, “why“??
Although my 3rd specialist experiences made me ask the same question, I was not so physically harmed by his actions and was more informed than Ariel was at that point. However, I wasn’t always that way when first diagnosed, again like Ariel, I was in shock and very vulnerable. I have also read and read since then and when I witnessed my consultant telling lies in person and later on paper, I can still only ask the same thing – Why? Is it a bullying thing? Arrogance? Power trip? Misogynist? Personal dislike? What is it that makes someone who is paid to care for you, as their job, do such a thing? I came out of mine less physically hurt than Ariel, but had emotional distress which really doesn’t help untreated patients as I’m sure many of you know well, but for sure Ariel, he needs to answer some serious questions. I will be reporting my old ‘specialist’ once treatment is over, I think you will too? I am going to leave it until at least 12 weeks post EOT as I see it as a negative during treatment. This time is for us, the patients and we need to concentrate on getting well, don’t let that man take anything more away from you. Go get him when you are better and stronger.
Well done for posting this, I hope some consultants and specialists read these posts and I hope you’re writing thoughts down in your new giant notebook You could even print out your post above. Much to you dear Ariel, so glad you’ve been getting out and about, surfing, gardening and mowing lawns (I cannot imagine dead-heading flowers with the howling wind and rain at my window!)
Week 4 already !
Yes, we have all had to be incredibly strong, but now we are softening as the medicines work on us .. hey?
Still, we won’t be putting up with any more of this crap from any Drs we may see in the future
I had the great pleasure of saying to Dr no. 3 (the 1st one didn’t show up to appointment and the 2nd retired) – “No, I’m sorry, that just won’t do “.Well done for this post Ariel
GT1a Dec14 F2/8.7 VL 900000-2.5M
Jan16 Hepcivir-L MonkMed/Redemption
Baseline: VL 913575 Alt 76 Platelets low
Wk2 VL1157 Alt 23
DET Wk 8 VL 32 Alt19 ‘In the slow lane’
June16 Fibro 5.7 F0/1 LIF 1.5
Wk 11 VL<12 Alt 13 Det/Unq
Extending tx 12 wks Mylan Sofo/Dac MonkMed
Wk 14 VL <12 Det/Unq
Wk 16 VL UNDETECTED
Wk 22 + 4 Wks Sunprevir FixHepC
Wk 24 UNDETECTED Alt 13
Wk 12 post tx SVR12 Wk 26 SVR24
Thank-you Tim, Dr Debasis @ MonkMed & Dr Freeman @ Fix HepC8 February 2016 at 3:19 am #11449I think it is a systemic issue. I have had good LFTs for a long time now, and low viral loads, and yet I was offered Interferon by my GP. Admittedly at that time there wasn’t an alternative, but still, for someone who is essentially not sick, to poison them like that is crazy!
I think the system encourages practitioners to dehumanise patients, and it also encourages and rewards those who are already psychopaths in so many fields.
I guess as a very low income artist I have been exposed to so much beaurocratic cruelty over the years that I am automatically suspicious of everyone. Its totally endemic in the system that caters to the sick and the poor.
F49HepC25ysGT1a
mild”8 February 2016 at 3:43 am #11451However, I wasn’t always that way when first diagnosed, again like Ariel, I was in shock and very vulnerable.
And that’s the trouble. None of us are clued up when we’re first diagnosed. I was completely stunned for some time, outwardly normal but inside like a zombie. That is the exact time when something bad is most likely to happen, simply because you don’t understand what is going on and you have to trust the people appointed to your medical care to do their jobs. As we’ve all found out, that’s a lottery.
I wasn’t unduly harmed. That was mostly luck. On the downside, a lot less was known about 10 years ago, so a lot of suffering happened because nobody knew any better. But by 2012 they did know better. I think that any doctor who prescribes interferon nowadays without first doing genetic testing of the IL28B allele is negligent in their duty of care. Yet this is still going on all across the UK. I got my own genetic test done via the ’23andme’ website. Oh yeah, by 2012 I was clued up. If you are a CT or a TT then interferon is not suitable for you. That is grounds for demanding treatment with the DAAs.
Completely agree with your post LG. Mop up the virus first. Mop up the bastards next. Clean out the whole damn house.
dt8 February 2016 at 3:59 am #11454Well you really nailed it in your that post Ariel It heightens our understanding of the reality in life of tiptoeing on the edge. It is unfortunately true that there are some medicos that cannot be trusted or who are completely so inefficient and incompetent they plainly shouldn’t be on the job. 40 years past I learnt the hard way about trust and naivety. I lost my beautiful daughter as a result of medical incompetency. Realising and understanding this has assisted me with regard to decisions I make for well being. I now always second guess and question any announcement, prediction or medical process as you do now. I didn’t take up the offer of interferon treatment on numerous occasions as I quite frankly didn’t think I would survive.
You are a tough cookie and a wise one. Online you sound so lovely and have such an all encompassing, vivacious spirit.
Legal proceedings are something else and from what I have observed by previous experience again that there is a need err on the side of caution and mostly be strong and give yourself time. I do absolutely think that you have a case and I wish you well and strength.and yes this is different I think Fixhepc is an alternative choice and a good one
sorry, I do believe this is a
gt 1a VL 6m
F2/3 FibroScan – 9KPa in 2011 and 7KPa in 2015
sof/dac 10 December for 12 weeks
pre tx alt 85 ast 51
4 wk alt 34 ast 31 UND <35
8 wk alt 29 ast 32 UND <15
12wk alt 25 ast 25 EOT 3.3.16
SVR24 UND KPa5.3 F0 in normal range
I am well
.forever grateful to fixhepc8 February 2016 at 9:26 am #11464Thanks all for your support
To Pat1 a huge hug
That’s the hardest to bear and you alone would know the truth of that
I’m on a rest day
I used to really grieve on these stay in bed days but on these DAAs I only have to do this occasionally and I see it as just balance
Letting the body restore and renew while slaying those nasty dragon meanies
Big love
A8 February 2016 at 10:39 am #11465Oh Ariel I had no idea how you had suffered….I’m so sorry. At four weeks already……you will be a new person woman! Good for you taking on the system.
Pat I am so sorry for your loss.
Those on this Forum are so strong and I admire each and every one of you.
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