Hi Ariel, I am also waiting for my treatment to arrive, there are a few of us and after all the struggle of trying to access the medicines and medical support and learning so much bout all the ins and outs of the virus, I have a mixture or calm, excitement and nervousness.

We can all support each other through this wonderful site.
My very best wishes to you for an easy ride and the best possible outcome.

Hi Ariel & Zhuk

We will all be in this together, I’m hoping to start in about a week.
Of course we are nervous, we feel fragile
but we will be strong and ‘find ourselves’ again

Big Love
Susie xxxx

You said it LG! We can only go up from here, I agree. All for one….one for all etc

Really pleased you’ve managed to get on the trial, and beaten the NHS into at least a kind of submission for your monitoring…we aussies don’t know how lucky we are, seriously.

I have just joined and very interested in what has been said regarding und etc.
I had a 48 week course last year under compassionate grounds and after 2 weeks I was clear, I completed the course in July 2015 and was pretty happy with the nil side effects and getting free at last. I had a Specialist meeting on Sptember 18th 2015 and In had 8 questions for whomever I got to see.
1st Q was can you give me an update on how I am going etc. Prognosis. His reply was I had 6 months to live and the hep c was back and had come back late july. I saw Red and absolutely abused him for not telling me earlier as one day in August my 11 yr old daughter was running late for school and raced in to brush her teeth. Later when I went to brush mine there was already a green one on the sink and I just thought thank christ i am hep c free. I had never spoken or saw this guy before and he fires back saying he is not impressed with the language I use and the way I speak, I lost it again and abused him some more calling him Gutless for not letting me know etc but the worst thing is that he had put my family at risk. He stated he was following the law in that it has to be face to face etc. one more flight to Perth wouldnt have killed me, I felt completely hopeless and shattered.
This is why I find this interesting when someone says why continue treatment, I now am being treated by a Live Liver Transplant Surgeon who is in total agreeance with me that we attack the Hep C first then even if the medication is too much we will drop the Nexovar first. So I purchased 10 months supply and starting on my 2nd week as I only got back Xmas day and have a couple of massive hernias to struggle with atm. I would be prepared to take it for the rest of my short life I have left if it meant my family is safe.
Anyone else having a 2nd go at the miracle drugs I would love to hear what you have been told and where you are at with the hep c.
Regards Barry

Yes i am at end liver stage, My new doc told me they had cut out the left side of my liver.

Congratulations Zhuk, at last. You have been SO patient.

Wishing you and LG and Ariel (and all others starting Tx) minimum sides and maximum speed to SVR.

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Thanks heaps Joy, London Girl and Zhuk… fantastic to have your first tabs today yew! I am feeling less anxious now…the messages are telling me that it is going to be okay….nothing like intfn/riba etc etc1 Bring it on…looking forward to your updates this week Zhuk

Hi I haven’t been much on forum recently – my habituated response to excessive work demands and emotional pain has been to retreat into poor and/or over eating, escapist reading and sleeping, if I can. I have this week lost yet another dear friend, to this dreadful disease. However its time I finally put my case to forum.
I commenced sofosbuvir/daclatasvir treatment on November 20 – but not without some difficulty. I received the meds when I also read of some adverse, even fatal, treatment events – I “froze”. The incidents were few, usually within the first four weeks & likely not caused by the meds – with patients like myself – advanced with the disease (B&C child-pugh).
With a Meld score of 11-12, this information threw me into a dilemma. Since 2011 following decompensation from a coma/ICU delirium experience I have been focused on accessing IFN free treatment. I never considered the risk. Now with the dac/sof in my hands I thought “what if this sends me into liver failure. Will it become evident gradually so that I have time to cease the meds OR will my liver silently go into overdrive, then collapse. ”. I questioned whether I risk narrowing my longevity to a matter of weeks – or refuse the meds and maybe buy myself a little longer. To any reader, this may seem ludicrous – but it is how I felt. I am aware that the 2011 ICU trauma still affects my confrontation with any medical prospect.
I finally discussed this dilemma with Dr Freeman. We are very fortunate to have such a competent and compassionate physician so dedicated to both the HCV cause and our forum members.
I took the meds & two days before Christmas my bloods indicated I was still detected but with a PCR under 15 (previously 805,000). I have had some side effects nausea, fatigue, insomnia a few headaches and indigestion – nothing dramatic. I have had days where I have felt uncommon exhilaration; but frequently weary. I have felt particularly poorly in the last two weeks and don’t know how much this is attributable to the recent dietary lapses; already mentioned – or the Meds. Today I have some ascites (distended belly/midriff & discomfort), my weight has increased. I woke with a few small forearm “spots” where the blood has seeped to the skin surface – one like rash – the others more a “bruise”. I decided to wait till tomorrow, & if more symptoms – I will have FBC/ EFT bloods (albumin, INR, platelets) checked & consult whoever is available on GP2U.
However tonight I find myself “freezing” again – not sure whether it is a good idea to take my meds. Don’t want fluids shifting from their vessels into bodily tissue or cavities where it doesn’t belong. I have re-commenced a completely salt free diet today & eaten small amounts. Should todays symptoms be solely attributable to a dietary lapse I am re-stabilising – but if it is a function of the meds – then I doubt I should be taking more. I am one hour past my dose time and prevaricating – It seems I am not yet free of the apprehension which initially delayed my treatment for a week.
I was reluctant to share this story; and my vulnerability … but this phenomena is universal and we learn this from our own and others’ experiences. Why are we sometimes afraid ???? – sometimes it is a simple response to a perceived threat – and/or its memory – past trauma can certainly mess with one’s head. .

Thankyou Archer, for sharing your story and your vulnerability. You have helped me understand more about this disease and its insidious nature. Your fear is completely understandable and my heart goes out to you. That ICU experience must have been horrific. I can’t give you any medical advice, but there are a lot of supportive people here, and Dr James of course.

Bit concerned about your ‘excessive work demands’ – is there a way you can take time out for healing?

My condolences for the loss of your friend.

Fear can be paralysing, but the one sure thing about it is – it passes.

Hope you are feeling better today.